so since nov. 27 2006, a hell of a lot has happened in my life.

dont really want to explain it all but i will summarize the most recent incident that made me wat to write this entry.

well way back when xanga was cool, there was someone that i decided i liked more than just a friend. and i actually like an immature little brat that i was told them online. well i have recently relized that the feelings for that person havent went away. if they have done anyting its gotten stronger. and somewhat unnoticable to everyone including myself until real recently.

and well i semi-told that person that today. in a new tecnology. text messaging. it was weird. bc they didnt get the whole story so next time i see them i will have to explan in persona dn thats never fun bc i cant lie to them. its just going to go back to being super weird again. exp. bc this peraon is basically married. unhappily but all in the same.

i do really miss them and its weird. ive tried so hard to make it go away just so we could have a normal friendship and well its came back...

<3

edit:

you say you were surprised. well i tried my best to let you know before i just went ahead and told you.

you said you thought the feelings were gone. how could you not see it?

you said "i dont want to hurt her". well dearest that happened a long time ago. im not expecting anything more.

and on top of it all. you will tell him these things and not me. i dont want to have to have everything said through him.

<3