so here are some quotes for the recent events. Dear diary,
This is my broken heart talking. My weak head & my shaky fingers are trying to work. The pages are starting to get wet; this is my loss of faith in love, my aching stomach & the lack of sleep at night. This is me saying, "I miss you." And I'm still here, waiting to catch you if you fall.
I don't know why I care so much
when I shouldn't care at all. I took one big step and I looked away
And then I thought of all the things that I wanted to say
I'm always too late
You never got your story straight
I'm always up late
I think I'm everything you hate As she sits in the car & watches all
the other cars pass her by, she turns up
her headphones louder so she doesn't
have to hear the rest of the world around her When Im with you I feel like
I could die and that would be alright. A friend will know by the sound of your voice,
by the look on your face, by the way you walk,
by the things you do, exactly what kind of day youre having. And sometimes I feel that I cant get over you. I try to look at people and picture myself with them, but it never works. All I see if you and me. This is all your fault. You were the one who left this imprint on my heart; you are the one who still has me falling in love with you. So what am I supposed to do with
all these left over feelings for you?
take a bow. hear the applause. my heart is b r o k e n;
you`re the cause. i played your game it looks like
you`ve won. congratulations. hope you had fun
So you called just to say 'Hi'
I'm glad you're doing fine.
But is this where we're at now?
I tell myself that I'm all done,
but I'm fooling everyone. 20 years from now, at
our high school reunion,
everyone will be catching
up with old time friends ::
and we`ll be laughing about
something that happened
y e s t e r d a y .
I thought i was gunna forget you, but i was wrong.
I thought i could get over you,
but it's been a lie for too long.
I thought i would be able to hate you,
but it's just something I can't do.
No matter where i go, or what i do,
I'm still in love with you. I can't unthink about you,
I can't unfeel your touch.
I can't unhear all the words,
unsay all the things that
used to mean so much.
I wish I could unremember
everything my hearts been through.
I'm finding out it's impossible to do,
but it's no use; I can't unlove you. she smiles like everyone expects
her to. she's living up to the expectation
of never letting anything get to her. but
something's wrong with that smile today.
congratulations, kid. you got to her. she won't call you. you have to call her. she won't come talk to you. you should go talk to her. she's not going to let you act stupid and act like she likes it. you should just be around her. when you're with a group of friends, she isn't going to run into your arms no matter how much she wants to. you need to come up behind her and wrap your arms around her. she loves you more than you can imagine, no matter how much she doesn't show it. but you, you need to show her how much you love her so she isn't afraid to show it back. We are best friends :; we have marker fights, chasing each other around the room. You never want to give us paint for an actual project because it will end up on us. We can never concentrate on anything when we're together, and it's probably a bad idea to give us something complicated to do. We laugh about absolutlely nothing and get in trouble all the time. But all of this, it's what makes us best friends Our hands touched. Not purposely.
Not slowly. Really quickly.
And we both looked at each other,
because we both felt the electricity,
& we both knew what it meant. | 
